Ah, I see. I come from a family of alcoholics and substance users and I understood young the horrible life you can have if you get addicted and I stayed away from everything I could. I do take medication from the doctor but I take it as prescribed religiously. Its hard having substance use disorder. My heart goes out to people who struggle. I can compare my love for food to the dependency to drugs. Food has made my life hard. I’m a big girl and doing stuff daily wears me down very fast.