I am very new to WRAP myself. I’m so sorry to hear about your mother. When I lost my mother back in December of 2015, well I’m realizing now just how much the trauma from that has affected me, and understandably you. I have avoided medication for a long time but plan to take medication myself for anxiety, and I hope you are able to find one that works better. I think sharing our thoughts and being able to relate to any level is essential for mental health, because it shows we’re not alone.